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一粒沙 发表于 2007-1-29 23:03:00 | I woke up at this early morning in dark, knowing that I dreamed of my mum and dad. This is certainly not the first time and I know every time I woke up from the dream of them, it is the moment when I feel particularly homesick and lonely. This time I felt worse than anytime before because I thought about how they would feel when they wake up at midnight and think of me. I have God in my life, but they don't. At their age, without their only daughter around, I know it is more difficult for them than me. I told myself from today I really need to spend more time praying for them and seriously seek for God's will where He wants me to be.
After I got up I started my QT.When I read my daily bread and turned to the page for today, I couldn't believe my eyes. This is the message I read today:
"Only the true child of Mine can know the loneliness of following me.
At times, My calling seems to isolate even from those dearest to you, and who want only your happiness. Seeking My will will provoke frequent misunderstandings; there will be painful choices between following My way and another way(harmless on the surface) which is pleasing to those near you
Only a true child of Mine can enter into My loneliness when seen upon earth. But that is not all.
Loneliness and misunderstanding served only to enhance My consciousness of the Father's presence. In loneliness, I will be radiating, in Your life, the quiet hope which speaks clearly of My presence with you. I will be glorified in your life, increasingly.
It is your Father's good pleasure to give you the kingdom.(Luke 12.32)"
As I read through it I know God is talking to my heart, even before I started to ask! He comforted me and really bring me the quite HOPE, exactly like what the book said. I can't say more but give thanks to Him, as I can't remember how many times before He talked to me clearly through the bible and the spiritual books I read. Throughout the journey He always holds me close with His powerful hands, always reminds me that He is right here with me, no matter how far my heart was away from Him.
Lord, May You be glorified in me.
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